driven - 2fast2furious

lately, i feel so un- goal-driven. yes, i know i know. take my gmat. think about my ideal future. research schools. join an association. buy a car. but what about... be happier at work. like my position more. enjoy studying everyday. pick up phone calls. return messages. watch less reruns and more cnn.

right now, i think i just have to remember the high i felt when i landed my first big-girl job or (yes, you made me bring it up) when i scored all the points in my basketball game in fifth grade... and NOT the embarrassment when i had to go to the nurse's office in kindergarten after i peed in my pants 'cus i couldnt say "dudes, i gotta go!" in english.

i need a fresh new revised goal, something that i would be proud to slap a "Great Job!" scrach-n-sniff happy face sticker on!!

well, until i come up with it...



guess what -- i beat Lou on guitar hero yesterday... only on medium, BUT i'm halfway to my new year resolution!! (see how i was goal-driven there, i feel some progress coming on... *nudge nudge*)