maximum capacity

i realized that i don't have the ability to fully love right now,
but somehow i miss the act of loving.
i feel like i don't the capacity inside myself to care as much as i normally would.
maybe i'm exhausted
or feel deceived,
because after loving you so much
and knowing for a fact that i do,
"in the end,
it doesnt even matter."

- in the end, linkin park