thoughts of the day

"quoth the raven, nothing-more (than a game)"

all this wk, so many ideas kept popping up in my head, but i never had the chance to sit down and write. they were always themes of versus battles, yes, like the option you choose on street fighter instead of arcade mode.

for example, winning vs losing. the stupid societal rules of the man and woman. and how one must always have the upper hand; oh no, not by your own standards, even, but by the perspective of the world. and how controversial the whole concept when everything is supposedly not a game.

no more strength, close to zero health points.  did not beat the level nor save the world. really, feel too old for long hours just to prove a victory shown in scores and conquest.

maybe its called retirement anxiety, but what kind of player hopes for the big written letters, game over?

inspiration: blair waldorf vs the world on gossip girl

weekly update:
- tues, 7/5 - lunch at fadi's
- wed, 7/6 - grape snapple with something borrowed (movie)
- thurs, 7/7 - girls night at pho is for lovers
- sat, 7/9 - ada/josh's bday dinner at al biernat's, reunion tower, cameo club
- sun, 7/10 - alison's bday family lunch at cheesecake factory