long time no write...

wow. has it really been that long since i've blogged?  so much has happened yet so little has changed at the same time. sometimes when things happen out of your control based on emotional reactions alone, there is no telling the possibilities, like you are in a fog just waiting for some sort of light to point you in the right direction. when you are finally ready to search for that light, it appears and you become stronger than ever, determined to make up for lost time and use your new energy toward something meaningful for yourself.

i have been waiting for the new year to start for a while. i have used it as a target date to trigger my reset button, or maybe nos button giving me a little push, not too harsh, just a friendly nudge to remind me who i am and who i want to be. it's been a good start so far, hope i don't run out of fuel, gotta keep on truckin.