days run together, while i walk

simply got lost in the shuffle,
let my guard down,
fell into one of my phases
where i tune out all right
to follow my wrong.

once this all clears,
i'm sure the process will cycle
until my next defiance
when i say yea huh
and the world says nuh uh.

i'll grow up one day-
gotta believe in me,
but first,
gotta believe in myself,
yet before that,
gotta want to.